Yeah I know everybody experiences that sooner or later, and I should consider myself lucky for all I have, but knowing some people are way less lucky than me doesn’t help feeling better, it’s even more depressing in fact.
Thankyou for saying that I inspire you though, that is cheering me up a bit.
Warning, vent post incoming, you’re allowed to dismiss it if you’re only here for cute drawings and funny reblogs.
I just… have been feeling quite bad lately, and I’m not sure why. I guess it doesn’t show much since I’m usually not talking about these kinds of things, but I’ve really been in the dumps for some time now. I used to be full of energy, taking on countless tasks and projects, but now I’m like an empty shell, totally unmotivated to do anything. I just fuck around and get some work done when I’m in the office, but I don’t take as much pleasure out of it anymore. I go home, and I do nothing but usual chores, then slug on the couch or bed with a book or TV, not wanting to do anything.
I used to be drawing all the time. Now I feel like a fucking fraud. I’m not improving anymore. All my drawings are screaming at me I’m not half good as I think I am, that it’s pointless anyway, why waste that sketchbook when anything you can do is shit. I get incredibly angry and frustrated at myself, and it makes me want to cry. I actually had to isolate myself and do so a couple of times when PK was around, because it hammered home how bad and lazy I was.
I don’t have any… “real” friend either. Sure I have my buddies, my coworkers, and I love and respect them very much, but I have nobody I can call in the middle of the night. Someone I can share everything with. I think I’m unfit for friendship at all.
Sorry guys, as I said I’m really not usually complaining, and I’m not begging for attention or pity here, but I just needed to get this out… If you happen to have any trick to boost motivation or anything, I’d appreciate it too (something that works for you, no matter how silly it can sound, I’m ready to take anything)
We added the long-awaited and multiple asked PANDA FUR ! Along with some bamboo to chew on and a nice panda beanie hat :3
I send days on some illustrations. I spent 20 minutes on this one. I like this one better. Dafuq, brain ?
Pokemon X/Y is going to be set in France.
Yay! We can finally run from trainer battles!
That was so unfunny and rude, wow.
Bien sûr ! On juge beaucoup par rapport à l’effort et au temps passé, ainsi que sur l’originalité, et je pense qu’il n’y aura pas beaucoup de bonnets tricotés main, donc tu as toutes tes chances
lmao hahaha
Chouchou is a very cute adjective tho ! Like a cuter and more familiar “darling” or “honey”




